Monday 18 April 2011

merinduinya..........

Rindu.....
terlalu byk perkara yg ku kenangi...
terlalu byk perkara yg ku rindui...
dan semuanya xmampu ke capai dalam waktu terdekat ni...

truly....im missing my lil pinkybabie...
who??

tisya 'tia'

ni la ank sedare ak..mmg ak rindu sgt2 kt dye ni...almost every day..ill request a pic of her from my lovely sis in law..tp xsumer dpt....huk3...pe la...currently tefon dye kamera tu da rosak..so xley nk snap pic of this adorable n montel baby ni la....waaaa!!!siyes....nk jer ak terbang balek kampong curi budak ni....

what's up wif d 'tia'??ehehe..
tula pengganti 'mak cik' yg akn dye pgil ak nt bile da bley bersuare....
hehe...ape baran pgil mak cik...lex r...mude lg ni beb...
tia kn ad kelassss gtu....kekekeke....
tia tu actually ak dpt dr name ak..
aunty+adawiyah=tia...
hahahaha....cool x?
ngeh3....
adeq ak lg la senget....

adeq ak paling koya di dunia ni..
ni la one of my lil brother...xla lil sgt..da besar bapak budak da ni..tp bab koya pergghhh!!!dye la yg paling laju....<kamus hari ni...koya=control macho>
tetibe masuk part adeq ak yg xdew kene mengena ni kn...
alkisahnye....dye ni suh tisya panggil dye uncle roy!!!!
korunk rase sesuaii x???hesshhhh.....xdew kene mengena...n jauh plak tu dr name dye...hahaha
tp tu la adeq ak yg senget giler ni....
smpai skrg...asyik bahasakn diri dye ni uncle roy dpn tisya....
da lekat la tu kot namenyer...hoho.....redha jer la yer...

n d other person dat im missing most...

 
best friend eva

just so she know....im truly missing her...deep inside my heart...ak ad jnji ngan dye..nk balek kampong..hang out together as usual....spend tyme....but....mase xmengizinkan....siyes...ak tol2 rindu kt dye ni...yeah..myb she thinks dat i hv changed...yeah dear..people changes....same goes to me....but still..u r special n my bff....changes in ma lyfe...ma journey...wont change anything between us....just so u know....
kt cni...i wanna apologize to her.....cuz cant make ma words....

mmg ak sebenarnye nk balek sgt2 minggu ni..
tp taw2 la kn...study week plak ni...cuti pon paling2 seminggu jer..
n i was thinking going home for 4-5 days....
so i can make up ma words to my bff..meet my lil pinkybarbie..
but then..when i call my mom...
she said...actually its a word of my dad....
---xpyh balek la law setakat 2-3 hari tu...xpuas tgk..xsempat jumpa pon---
tu la...ayt yg paling mengecewakan ak..
actually..my dad dissapointed me very much..every tyme im going home...
even duk jauh cmni pon..still ad perkara yg dye wt ak kecik ati..
yesss....it is not right for me to feel this kind of feeling..
but this is me...very sensitive person...
even d small2 thing pon bley wt ak terase...
pe lg ngan family sendiri..
so this is explaining y im not going home very much..n even ak balek skali pon..wont stay long..
if i stay home more than 3 days...
mmg sure..akn ade perkara yg menyedihkan+mengecil kn ati ak..
that is y....long tyme ago...i hv decided in my mind..ill juzt go back once im able to stand on my own feet...
that tyme....he wont say anything...
n myb....true these unspoken words.....i hope my bff understand..d other side of me...n y im not really going home....tp law dye dtg cni..of coz....ill try my best to spend tyme wif her...ill put aside d other important things n she is d most important to me that tyme.....






8 comments:

  1. okey. i understand know..sorry dear. but when u were here, do c me. i really missed ya =[

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  2. owh....sgt sadis.....huk3...sedey..bile ak sendiri bce entry ak ni....n plus wif ur comment...:(....im missing ya damn much...:((

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  3. oh i felt d same way too! =[

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  4. did i said know instead now? bru perasan..cexss..hahaa

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  5. owh....hahahaha....ak pon bru perasan..law mg xtye...ak pon mmg smpai taun dpn la xperasan..kui3..btw dear..tanx for much understanding...:((....

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  6. haha. giler nak tunggu taun depan. np at all! =]

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  7. poyos ah tia...alalalalla...uncle roy...rock...hahaha...oh kesedihan melanda anda tidak merindui saya ;p

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  8. nora..hahahaha.....ape la sgt rindu kt mg.....minggu dpn da nk kuar exam hall awl2 same2 kot....hahahaha...

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