Wednesday 20 April 2011

learning from mistakes...

terbace entry my bff td kn...
citer sal obat...bru ku igt..
ak pon ad knangan yg pahit ngan ubt ni........


its a long tyme ago..
mase zaman mude2 dulu..
hurmmmmm.....
that tyme...ak blh dikate kn sorang remaja yg liar...
tp xde la seliar RIMAU tu kn...hurmm..
zaman remaje dulu...ak pilih hip-hop punk sbg gaya hidup ak..
woohhoo!!
bergaul ngan mat rempit..
merempit sane cni..
tp xdew la melampau sgt..sbb ak ni jnis takot nek motor laju2 gk...huk3..
mati tu igt lagi tyme dirempit tu..
tp stil follow..hahahaha
ak byk kwn ngan dak laki..
n pompuan lak...hummphhh...ade jer..tp xseropa pompuan da..nk pgil hape pon haku xtaw..
tp xkesah la kn..
smpai la satu mase ni..
i bumped into a fight with one of ma fren..
yerla..darah tgh mude..
siram minyak cket jer..
panas r!!pe lg...!!

dush dush!!!
but then..
ak frust giler fight tu xsempat abes..
dileraikan oleh teman2 seperjuangan..

noticed:hobi ak tyme tu telan panadol release tensen....so stock panadol tu mmg berlambak2 r lam beg..

disebabkan bengang terlampau..
ak pjm motor pkwe kwn ak yg tgh berdating kt bwh umah ni...
p kedai..bli panadol lg 2 papan..coke 1 botol besar!!!
hape lg....p kt balkoni blkg umah..
tumbuk2 dinding cket kasi dramatis...berdarah jgk la tgn ni..kunun nk lepas geram..
pstu terus telan panadol ngan air coke!!
guess...how much did i take?
 
 
27 panadol with half of bottle coke...
 
 
pstu..terus ak p tido....kunun nk lyn kepale...
nk lari dr problem..
ak tido lam 3 jam jgk la..
tu pon ak terkejut sbb kwn ak kejutkan cuz da maghrib..
b4 diorg nk kjutkn ak tu..ak da terdengar diorg soseh2 kt dpn....suh kejutkn ak..tp xdew org nk p..sbb takot..
tp last2..ade la yg jnis ckp lembut2 dtg kt ak..kjutkn..
so ak buke la mate..
but then....ak terase cm melayang2...
di awang awangan..
perghhh!!!mcm da amek dadah rasenyer..
hoho!!!
 
SIYES!!!
mmg ak xley nk jln langsung..
xterase berpijak kt muke bumi pon..
diorg suh ak bgun p mandi..
tp bile ak nk trun katil tu..terus jatuh..cam kt dlm pic tu ha!!
pstu..muntah2....
then..diorg panic giler..kol mak ak..suh bwk p hospital..kt mak ak ckp..ak mabuk cket jer..slh telan ubt..ak ckp lam 3 biji jer..mkn ngan tembikai n coke..
tp kt dpn doc xkn nk tipu kn..kn doc bg obat len...terus arwah ak..xke naye!!!
bile mak ak dgr ak telan 27 biji tu...terbuntang biji mate dye!!
sorry mom!!!
pstu ak dimasukkn ke wad selame seminggu...seminggu jgk doc masuk air kt bdn ak..
n she said..i was so lucky..bcoz with d amount of pills taken...it could damage ma heart..
it could cause death to me!!
tp hati ak masih kuat..n xdew pew2..
thanks God for giving me one more chance to live..
pstu...sumer kwn2 ak dtg tgk ak..tiap2 ari..psti diorg silih berganti dtg lwt ak..
termasuk la mat2 rempit tu sumer..
ohhh...masih ade hati lg diorg ni wlaupon perangai cam setan..hoho!!
start dr ari tu..ak terus fobia ngan coke n panadol..
lebih setahun jgk la ak xsentuh bende alah tu sumer..
tp i hv learned from mistakes..
b4 incident..otak ak ni lembab bebenor nk blajor..
tp..pastu..
tetibe lak jd cerdik..
laju jer pikap lecturer ajar..
minat nk bljr tu membuak2..
until today..
ak da buktikan kt ramai manusia yg pndg rendah kt ak tyme ak jht dulu..
yg ak bley berjaye law ak nk.
seperti la ak sekrg..
n now..i am proud of my self..
what i hv done with my life..
what i hv achieved..
tragedi tu mengubah hidup ak..
 
 
so moral of story...
 
every things dat happens must b a reason....

6 comments:

  1. hoho......panadol tu is a drug perrr.....huhu.....yes...u were so lucky.....that much of panadol can be toxic to ur liver...huhu...alhamdulillah...Allah msh kasi pluang tuk hdup.....law x, xsmpat la kte knal kn...huhu~iame mujahid..hihihi

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  2. hahaahahhaha.......yerp...dats right...btw mujahid..if u got blog..ur welcome to follow mine..:)

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  3. hu3....i would love to...but...i dont have much time to spend on blogging..lalalala.....lgpun, xde idea sgt nk tlis pe...hik3...~isme mujahid

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  4. :)...its ok..k.nor pon xdew mase sgt..tp sj jer gtl..hehe....t da start kje hijau ler muke nk update neyh...kui3

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  5. mmg dsyat nor..mse tlan pil 2..

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  6. hahahaha...mg mne taw..mg mne dew...nusuk lam bilik blake..ak sekor jer...kui3..

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